• The Past is Past

    The Past is Past

    Even if I could go back, I wouldn’t. There have been many good years of my life that I look back on fondly. And there have been many difficult years of my life, that might have turned out differently if I knew then what I know now. Still, I wouldn’t change anything if I could.…

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  • Morning Rain

    Morning Rain

    When I wake to a rainy day, And the street lights cast their warm glow on the wet pavement, And the rest of the city is still asleep, Leaving me peacefully alone with my coffee and my thoughts, I almost feel like a morning person.

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  • Writing, Community, and NaNoWriMo

    I’ve been participating in NaNoWriMo for nearly a decade.  Over the years, I wrote about NaNoWriMo on this blog. I first heard about this annual event in my creative writing class in high school. While the thought of writing an entire novel in a month felt daunting, the community aspect excited me. Writers from all…

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  • Burning Daylight

    Burning Daylight

    Daylight burns into smouldering sunsets Then fades into the charcoal of night. Each morning the dawn strikes a new match, Lighting a fire that burns hours into ashes. Once started, the flames cannot be extinguished. What’s incinerated cannot be unburned.

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  • New House, New Life

    New House, New Life

    I bought a house yesterday. It remains to be seen if this is a commitment I am ready for, but the papers are signed, and money changed hands, so It’s too late to back out now. Over the last month we’ve been slowly packing up the apartment for the move. We’ve been taking everything box-by-box…

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  • I Didn’t Forget

    I Didn’t Forget

    I didn’t forget My childhood memories Of hiding my suffering Of silently struggling And endlessly wondering Why all this was happening Why God didn’t love me. I didn’t forget My years wandering, Of  helplessly stumbling, Of hopelessly drowning And constantly questioning Why I was still hurting Why I couldn’t love me.  I didn’t forget My…

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  • Relations and Relationships: Family Dynamics and Dating

    My partner gets anxious watching Gilmore Girls. Despite the quaint, small-town setting and low-stakes plot, he finds the frequent disagreements and quick-paced quipping to stressful. I, on the other hand, consider the show to be kind of peaceful escapism. In a way, this difference is the perfect summary of our family dynamics; his family makes…

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  • A Thousand Battles

    A Thousand Battles

    They’ll make you fight a thousand battles  So that they can win the war By wearing down your armor And wearing out your sword.  When the fighting’s finally over And their victory’s ensured, They’ll be no one left to remember What you were fighting for.

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  • The Little House of Our Dreams

    My partner and I have been thinking about buying a house. There’s a little house in the center of town that’s been left empty for nearly 30 years. The house was built in 1905, then bought by a famous beauty school in 1965. As far as the county records show the building has been empty…

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  • Paper and Pixels

    Paper and Pixels

    I go through paper Like it grows on trees And I live in a forest. Putting pen to the page Is grounding in a way Typing is not.  Paper grants the freedom To organize my thoughts Beyond the bounds Of pixels and bytes.

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